Can you say NERVES?  I now understand how Holly felt on a flight to CO several years ago. We had gotten most of the way down the gangway and she stopped cold. Immediately told me it wasn’t a good idea and we shouldn’t get on the plane.  There was more after that, but I do like to think of myself as more mature than a 5 or 6 year old, so hysterics won’t be involved today. 

I may go buy myself a glass of wine though.